Question Marks

Jesus, all too often I am feeling like question marks define my future....and I am growing weary of it. At times I feel mad, frustrated, and anxious. I want some answers. It is really hard being patient for such a long time about my future, including my very near future. There are so many options to choose from....I dont know what to do. I lack stability in my life, I yearn for more. You are the ONLY unchanging and certain aspect of my life. I am grateful for you. I need you in my life Jesus. Thank you for providing for me, exactly when I need you. I trust you Lord, that you are working in my life and that you will reveal your plans for me when it's time, in YOUR time. Your plan is perfect Lord, I know that. You are perfect. You are provider. You are my father. You care for me. And, most important to me right now, YOU know EXACTLY what I will be doing and when I will be doing it in my life, and how I will do it.......and that's all that matters! Thank you for reminding of this Lord, and please, I pray that you will continue to remind me that you are in charge and all knowing and working out all the details, that you havent forgotten about me......and help me to be patient Jesus. Help me to wait for YOU and for YOUR plans for me, for I know they are FAR better than anything I can think of. You are faithful, you are my stronghold, I praise you becuase you have chosen me, you have accepted me, you know what's in store for me, you are always there for me, you are never leaving, I want to know you more Lord and I want to praise you for being YOU! I love you.

Great is thy faithfulness

Great is thy faithfulness, great is thy faithfulness
Morning by morning new mercies I see;
All I have needed, thy hand hath provided-
Great is thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

Jesus, this hymn is so true. All I have needed, thy hand hath provided. And I trust that you will continue to provide for me for always. I praise you because you are faithful to me, even when I am not faithful to you. You are always there for me, thank you for that. Thank you for forgiving me, and loving me, and that you have cast my sins as far as the east is to the west. Thank you Lord for family and friends and loved ones. Thank you for the hard times I have had with Blake because the good times outweigh them by far. I trust that you will hold our hands through out long distance from each other, as you have since March 13, 2006. You are faithful Lord. I can truly see you working in our relationship. I pray that your work will also continue in Blake's heart. He is growing Lord, and I am thankful for that. You have blessed me beyond measure, and I DON'T deserve it. I don't deserve anything from you Lord. But you have consistently given, and provided, and loved me. Lord, thank you for the peace you have given my heart about my future.