Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Question Marks
Jesus, all too often I am feeling like question marks define my future....and I am growing weary of it. At times I feel mad, frustrated, and anxious. I want some answers. It is really hard being patient for such a long time about my future, including my very near future. There are so many options to choose from....I dont know what to do. I lack stability in my life, I yearn for more. You are the ONLY unchanging and certain aspect of my life. I am grateful for you. I need you in my life Jesus. Thank you for providing for me, exactly when I need you. I trust you Lord, that you are working in my life and that you will reveal your plans for me when it's time, in YOUR time. Your plan is perfect Lord, I know that. You are perfect. You are provider. You are my father. You care for me. And, most important to me right now, YOU know EXACTLY what I will be doing and when I will be doing it in my life, and how I will do it.......and that's all that matters! Thank you for reminding of this Lord, and please, I pray that you will continue to remind me that you are in charge and all knowing and working out all the details, that you havent forgotten about me......and help me to be patient Jesus. Help me to wait for YOU and for YOUR plans for me, for I know they are FAR better than anything I can think of. You are faithful, you are my stronghold, I praise you becuase you have chosen me, you have accepted me, you know what's in store for me, you are always there for me, you are never leaving, I want to know you more Lord and I want to praise you for being YOU! I love you.
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Girl, I hear your heart. Keep pouring this out to Him....He is listening. He is so aware of our desire to be able to know what the future holds. And He knows that sometimes we stumble even when we KNOW He is holding our future.
I encourage you to press in and learn to trust Him. Here I am at 43 and I am still learning to trust Him.
About 5 months ago God told us to leave our home in Louisiana and move to N.C. We really did not know the plans He had for us...we were just walking in obedience.
It has been quite a journey...and a real struggle for me as a female.
We need security more than just about anything else.
I don't know what you are going through...but HE is faithful. And You can stand on the fact that He will reveal the plan when He is ready. Till then...keep praying...keep walking with Him.
And don't beat yourself up when you fail to trust...He sees your heart. :)
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