Question marks...Part 2

I feel like I should re-post "Question marks"...this happens way too often...a new idea or a new opportunity that captures my attention and makes me try to plan again. I know you are my planner Lord, you are in control of my life. Lately, I've been thinking of going to graduate school! I've looked online at the details and the possibility has gotten me really excited. I only want graduate school in my life Lord, if that's your plan. Father, thank you for my creativity and my imagination but sometimes, it can really go wild. When this happens, I lie awake at night and can't sleep just thinking about what will happen next in my life. Why do I always feel like I have to know all the answers about my future? And why do I always feel shortchanged in my relationship because we're not engaged or married? Lord, help me to settle down, to calm my heart and my anxiousness. I don't have to grow up so fast. Lord, help me to enjoy each and everyday. Thank you for my precious friend, Sarah! She is such a blessing to me Lord. I pray that you will bless our friendship for many years to come.